J. was in a beautiful flowery dress tonight, while i was merely in my tee & shorts. just as i was feeling sorry for myself, the thought of not hanging out anymore in future where J. would be struck. why wallow oneself in despair amongst such unhealthy competition?
but amongst the company of The Brown Brothers, a wiser revelation bubbled out. where else would there be such fanciful opportunity, to weed out red herrings glued to the superficial ideals of merely a pretty face, stick thin body, long straight hair? & see the full glory of the brillant & gorgeous woman within. ha-di-ha.
